A couple of nights ago, I dreamt of him. I was sitting between him and a friend. My friend was holding my hand as if trying to keep me away from him. But he extended his hand, trying to reach me. I never really get to decide because I woke up.
So what does this mean?
I want to believe it is a sign that he wants me back. I love to believe he finally realizes my worth. But there’s a huge difference between what I want and what he wants. I know these will never happen. For a person whose ego grows larger than life, I say it is impossible. This is what he always wanted - freedom to spend time with his buddies. I know he is happy now.
It’s just sad after weeks and weeks of trying to survive, I am back again to ground zero of moving on.
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